You had done all, every possible thing; just to make it happens.
but the expected things to happen, is indeed not happening as you expected.
You feel at loss.
feeling lost in a bunch of effort that you gave in.
you gave in everything, hoping for that everything you gave in will give out.
You feel frustrated.
You get angry at yourself.
at last, you get angry at everyone else.
that every one else, could be you loved one.your family.your friend.your husband and wife.
You could just accept it, as what it is.
free yourself, free others.
feel free to be free.
Accept things that could no longer be changed and altered.