Living In Love

Grieving souls. The most devastating state of a man. You might want to avoid a grieving soul. You have to take risk Be compose Calm and sabr When dealing with him/her. A grieving soul shouldn't be neglected. Grieving and depressed soul are a fatal combination. But confronting them could be the most torturing moment For either one or maybe both. They are savage Selfish Self-centred They always think others could never truly understand what have they gone through. They are right in a sense As No human being will never be in the same exact 'musibah'. Yo! grieving soul If you think time will heal Keep on dreaming It won't Believe me, i've been there. But time will do its job To keep on ticking away And leaving you behind Unless you decide to walk in time Time won't heal The pain will still exist The same, or more intense Or less You just have to do what a man do best Grieve. Adapt. Evolve. Live on.

Tak pernah salah alamat. I always wonder. How could strangers be together? How could they bear and supress their own feelings for the other? How could they face the disagreement and let it go? Dari cerita dan kata orang Kahwin itu bukanlah the goal Ia adalah permula cerita Untuk cerita hidup yang lebih lama  dan lebih panjang Ia adalah mukaddimah Untuk seribu rasa Seribu tanggungjawab Dan  Seribu kasih sayang Permula cerita dengan rasa cinta Tapi tanpa hormat  Tanpa tolak ansur Terkandas jua Permula cerita dengan tiada kenal  Tiada rasa cinta Tapi dengan hormat Dan dengan adab Mereka mungkin berjaya Permula cerita tanpa kenal Tanpa rasa cinta Tapi terusan degil Penuh ke'aku'an Mungkin cerita mereka setakat perenggan ke-3. The struggle is real. Dealing with emotion ride Dealing with perception Dealing with expectation Kata orang, jodoh tu tak pernah salah alamat.

2018. Tahun ke-3 selepas hidup baru. 2014.Tahun perubahan. 2015.Tahun penghadaman dan adaptasi. 2016.Tahun merangkak hidup baru. 2017.Tahun eksperimentasi dan tahun mengenal diri. 2018. New goal setting. Bukan untuk acah-acah, tapi untuk panduan. 1. Clock in by 8.30am 2. Morning workout everyday 3. No teh tarik/ais 4. More plain water 5. No fastfood and processed food. 6. Takecare of usus and digestive system 7. Be nicer to people 8. Do not get easily annoyed and angry. Cukup dulu.