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Di Luar Realiti

Have u ever feel like you're living in the moment but felt like surreal that it feels unreal and u feel disconnected? You seeing the moment as 3rd person and started questioning the reality. Is it happening, now? How are you going to survive this? Can you make it? Can you make it happened? Once all emotions, concern,solution and mitigation measures have been soaked in,  You finally realized that the happening is now your new reality. then you finally can say that, now it is the time for you to find ways on how to deal with it. It happened a lot and so many times in my life. i do not know what is it called and how it happened. It just happened. Most recent, are my pregnancy journey and delivery moment of my 1st born. I believed it is due to too much information and too much unanswered concern, it feels like i'm detaching myself from the moment to survive the new reality. Today is my 23 days postpartum. Alhamdulillah. Allahu Musta'an.
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tak boleh lebih

kau memang takleh terima eh orang lebih sikit dari kau nampak lebih bahagia tampil lebih kemas dan menarik terlihat macam kaya dan berada semua orang kena sengsara derita dan meratap eh semua benda memang nak berkisar kat hidup kau je eh memang TAK lah. babai.
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Mati rasa

tak pernah terfikir untuk sampai ke rasa ini rasa yang tak lagi dapat dirasai semuanya terasa kebas dan tiada  sedih tak kasihan tak marah mungkin ada sisa lagi perit betul rasa kena tipu patut lah orang boleh makan hati kalau kena tipu hmmm lagi perit kalau kena tipu dengan orang yang patutnya rapat dan paling perlu tak rasa ditipu tapi kan buat apa aku nak sampai kena makan hati kenapa aku yang kena sakit hati kau yang tipu aku kau la tanggung semuanya i'm no longer me once upon a time ago haaaaa. you'll never find the same me again never again mungkin kalau kau mengaku kau silap mengaku kau tipu aku hmm.. tak mungkin lah you will never change.
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Sign off

You no longer can control me. I'm breaking off from you. I no longer will fulfill your wants. You find your own slaves. I'm no longer slaving myself for you.
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Janji

Jangan main-main dengan namanya janji Cuba tepati janji sebaiknya Cuba berfikir masak-masak sebelum berjanji. Fikir masa,  halangan,  komitmen lain. Hidup kita ni pelbagai cabangnya. Salah satu cabang hidup kita tu pastinya berkaitan bersamaan dgn orang lain. Orang lain itu mungkin kenalan kita Orang lain tu mungkin pelanggan kita Orang lain tu mungkin keluarga kita Tak kira betapa rapat atau tidaknya kita dengan orang itu,  Jagalah janji kita. Atas nama janji itu ada namanya kepercayaan dan juga namanya kebolehbergantungan kita.
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Jealous

Jealousy is a reflection of inner desires. As the  desire becoming more intense, you become more jealous. Cliche,right? If you are being jealous regardless of the circumstances,  you may need to reflect on you.
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