not knowing whether today will have a better ending than yesterday,
i wake up and live my life as usual without a proper plan ahead...
not knowing whether my act will be better today than yesterday,
i live my life in my worried heart..
having no plan ahead, having nothing to work hard on it...
is rather depressing and makes me bored.
when i bored, it will never make me a better person today than yesterday.
while being all alone in the room, with a heart of enjoying a conversation... i gave up~
watching all the video alone, having a lunch alone... i rather not doing that.
even if i'm not funny,
even if i'm quiet,
even if i made people bored,
I AM a person who just being enjoy to be in a crowd~