Di Luar Realiti
Have u ever feel like you're living in the moment but felt like surreal that it feels unreal and u feel disconnected? You seeing the moment as 3rd person and started questioning the reality. Is it happening, now? How are you going to survive this? Can you make it? Can you make it happened? Once all emotions, concern,solution and mitigation measures have been soaked in, You finally realized that the happening is now your new reality. then you finally can say that, now it is the time for you to find ways on how to deal with it. It happened a lot and so many times in my life. i do not know what is it called and how it happened. It just happened. Most recent, are my pregnancy journey and delivery moment of my 1st born. I believed it is due to too much information and too much unanswered concern, it feels like i'm detaching myself from the moment to survive the new reality. Today is my 23 days postpartum. Alhamdulillah. Allahu Musta'an.