Living In Love

Nearing 30's. I concluded that I have no luck when it comes to a love life. I'm not being choosy.. yet not 'too easy' in finding a man. It is the eyes that observe and the heart that decides how attractive a man could be. "Cinta...tak dapat diduga, cinta... hanya dapat dirasa, senada dalam cinta" I might find a man is attractive by the way he carries himself, his smile or the scent. Still, i could not find the one that resonate with my heart that vibrates. He's either extinct or may be, our path is not yet crossing. It is quite frustrating, to open your heart and bare your feeling to someone new and strange in your life just to find out that he is not ready to dance along. How venurable we could be, by exposing our sacred feeling to the one that feels he had abundance choices lay upon his eyes and feels no guilt to play with our emotion. I've open my heart once.. as wide as it could be, just to find out that he already got...

Contrails, wany hasrita and purplish sky. We filled our life with memories. Each seconds, memories were created. It becomes memories when we decided to make it one. Memories depends on color, smells, sound and the feeling felt at the moment. We had to be present at the moment for it to be crafted as memories. Macam deodorant rexona colour hijau, reminds me of my matriculation years. Contrails, wany hasrita and purplish sky reminds me of someone..😊 So long.. you will always be remembered.  I have to keep on moving, i wish not to wait and see.  You had to let me go..come on😤😤