Friday, August 18, 2017

Jangan mengata

Kata dan tindakan
Hasil rasa hati dan fikiran

Dangkal rasa
Pendek akal
Terbit bentuk laku yang pincang.

Benar orang-orang kata
Jangan bicara bila amarah
Jangan mengata bila hanya mendengar

Mata, akal, rasa
Perlu dibiar buka
Perlu dibiar menilai
Panjang pendeknya àkal sang bicara.

Tak kira siapa kita
Yang mendengar
Mahupun bicara
Ingat, buka mata.. buka rasa
Jangan sampai binasa.

Tuesday, August 15, 2017

Love Yourself😘

Orang orang la kata...
"You have to love yourself first, before starts loving others"

It is simply because you worth it! *loreal*

You worth a lot more than you ever think.
Never underestimate your appearance, capability and values.

You are unique on your own.
You live in your own pace, with your own flow and your own you.

Here are 5 incredible thing about me that you never expected me to say out loud by myself..hehe. ni bukan narsisis tapi cuma optimis. Kihkih.

#1: I'm good in making chicken soup. Pehhh, feveret.
#2: I could figure out how to be handy in some house chores, something like fitting the water hose for washing machines, assembled furnitures by DIY stores, replace water filter (yang cikai bkn coway), change light bulb, replace empty gas, gitu... boleh la nak hidup sendiri.
#3: I love air freshener. I love nature and loving to be in it. Could spend hours by seashore, on the hills and up in the jungle if given the chance. Love running and laughing. It makes me light-hearted.
#4: I'm pretty neat. Could not bear to see the kitchen messy and oily. Will clean up everything once done cooking. Will make sure the floor get cleaned and mopped right away.
#5: i can cook a hearty meal under an hour. Plus cleaning in 30minutes.

Sunday, July 23, 2017

Nearing 30's

Nearing 30's.
I concluded that I have no luck when it comes to a love life.

I'm not being choosy.. yet not too lenient in finding a man. It is the eyes that observe and the heart that decides how attractive a man could be.
"Cinta...tak dapat diduga, cinta... hanya dapat dirasa, senada dalam cinta"

I may find a man attractive by the way he carries himself, the smile or the scent.

Each person gives different impact on the soul. Yet, i could not find the one that resonate with the heart that vibrates.

He might not be exist or may be he does not resonate at the same magnitude as my heart beats. Or may be, our path is not yet crossing.

It is quite frustrating, to open your heart and bare your feeling to someone new and strange in your life just to find out that he is not ready to dance. How venurable we could be, by exposing our sacred feeling to the one that feels he had abundance choices lay upon his eyes and feels no guilt to play with your emotion.

I've open my heart once.. as wide as it could be, just to find out that he got his girl already.
I've open my opportunity and possibility to find a guy in an online dating apps, just to find out that most of them are playful, lustful and had not guilty to text inappropriately.
I've once again try to open my heart and see what would happen if I try a little harder? Hmmm, I feel the spark but it could not be burnt fiery. It takes two to tango, man. I did find you attractive when you were talking enthusiastically about your work. Then, when you singing and humming while scrolling down your phone, and when you share your choices of song. I bet you're not bad at all. I did not judge how boroi you're as I myself had no flat abs.haha. I did find you as a handsome and a neat guy even when you did talk while your mouth is full.hihi.
I just wish you try a little harder when interacting to someone else later on. That's the major turning down. Or else, i just had to conclude that your heart does not resonate with mine. Or, it is me that falls too easily.How rugi...

Now, my heart is not ready. And I did not know when it will be ready.
Enough for the year of 2017.
Try my luck next year. Okbai!

Saturday, July 1, 2017


Contrails, wany hasrita and purplish sky.

We filled our life with memories.
Each seconds, memories were created.
It becomes memories when we decided to make it one.

Memories depends on color, smells, sound and the feeling felt at the moment.
We had to be present at the moment for it to be crafted as memories.

Macam deodorant rexona colour hijau, reminds me of my matriculation years.

Contrails, wany hasrita and purplish sky reminds me of someone..😊

So long.. you will always be remembered. 
I have to keep on moving, i wish not to wait and see. 

You had to let me go..come on😤😤